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1.
Soooooooo... 03:28
So, when’s the time that we start burning shit? I don’t know but I know that it’s gotta be quick Winter’s coming and there’s a whole lotta folks that need to feel warm I know that everything feels rather dark But I think that there’s gonna be some sort of spark If we can’t wait for the change, let’s make it ourselves Warm our hands by the fire and start to rebuild No, I refuse to stop crackin jokes The day you wont crack a smile is the day you lose hope Find the small things to laugh at Just to get through the day I know it’s hard, but there’s no other way I love you so fucking much that it hurts I hope that you know just how much you’re worth It’s okay to give yourself some time to be sad But please don’t let that sadness be all that you have We are gonna save the whole goddamn world Because there’s something much better to build When it’s all said and done And the battles are won I’ll hold you real close, and make you feel warm I don’t wanna say I don’t know anymore No, I won’t say I don’t know anymore I don’t wanna say I know anymore No, I won’t say I don’t know
2.
Safety 01:49
There’s nothing safer than some danger Nothing happier than stress Just enough to get up And keep me out of bed Take the mattress away I’ll still sleep for a week Unless I keep moving Unless I decay I am the buzzing in your brain When you’re coming down again Like a motor with no starter A theoretical machine Light me up, take me out Show me off, make me proud I’m so eager to please Yeah, you know what I mean It’s so stupid that I’m smart Who gave me the controls Who said I’ll do fine When they brought me to this world Take a hint, it gets better When you’re off the beaten path And make sure you forget you can always go back I wish that I was clever And I wish the art I made Wasn’t dripping with irony And mostly all fake At least that’s what I tell all my family and friends I don’t want them to worry That I want to be dead It’s been 23 years Since I wasn’t alive It’s a personal record Thanks for letting me try I’m by no means the best But I ain’t dead just yet Have some faith in me, please Let’s see what happens next
3.
Hey, I’m glad that you're alive I’m glad that you’re okay I’m glad you’re feeling fine And I guess I’m Still writing shit like this Still writing songs about you After all this time I don’t wanna be bleak But every time I think Of you I start to weep And they tell me it’s because I’m much better than I was But I don’t Think that I believe them yet Hey, I guess I’m gettin’ better I guess I can let go Of the guilt inside my chest I’m not sayin that I’m perfect Not even that I’m good I’m just accepting and moving on I’m not saying that I’m perfect Not even that I’m good I’m just accepting and moving on
4.
Well, what can I say? Well, it was bound to happen anyway Oh, here we go again Oh, here we go again, my friends We’re sounding the alarm Making promises, intent to harm You’re not above it all When the sky begins to fall Make houses out of cells Grow floral fauna inside ourselves We need a time to act Just as long as there’s no chance of that Oh, Take all of your time And we’ll ease your troubled mastermind The safety’s in the skin And the flesh will help you win! I don’t wanna say goodbye I don’t wanna tell you why x4 Well, what can I say? Well, it was bound to happen anyway Oh, here we go again Oh, here we go again, my friends Make houses out of cells Grow floral fauna inside ourselves We need a time to act Just as long as there’s no chance of that We’re sounding the alarm Making promises, intent to harm You’re not above it all When the sky begins to fall Oh, Take all of your time And we’ll ease your troubled mastermind The safety’s in the skin And the flesh will help you win!
5.
TW: Poppers 02:26
I hate that I still think about you I hate that I can’t get you out of my head I hate that it’s been four fucking years And I hate that you’re not fucking dead You’re the one who did everything So why am I stuck with all the pain I don’t want to see your fucking face Why do I see your fucking face It’s not fucking fair what happened to me It’s not fucking fair that you got off scot free If I knew where you lived you’d be already dead Bleeding out on that fucking bed That fucking night replays in her mind In fucking 4K every detail so fine Don’t mention that word, and don’t try to top her No one makes trigger warnings for poppers You’re the one who did everything So why am I stuck with all the pain I don’t want to see your fucking face Why do I see your fucking face It’s not fucking fair what happened to me It’s not fucking fair that you got off scot free If I knew where you lived you’d be already dead Bleeding out on that fucking bed
6.
These itchy feet encased in boots keep fuckin with my head All I want to do is leave, leave all of it behind But a pack rat doesn’t do when your world is on your back And manifests of sentiment won’t do well to stay so static I’ve got posters in a box to hang on walls that I don’t have I’ve got books I haven’t read takin space in not my living room A fucker of a desktop, shared creations shared emotions It’s a whirlwind of it’s temporary but so is everything else Dip my feet in streams of consciousness Make fungi out of friends Take a look around you, man Nothing ever tends to end It’s a battle for the valid Where the customer is wrong But only cause the dollar doesn’t stop where it belongs Take the rest with you Oh take it all away Take some time to walk around And witness the decay There’s answers in the questions If you’d listen where you look Fuck a place to sleep I need to make a motherfucking scrapbook I wonder if my mother knows when I’m gonna die I wonder if she’ll bury me or if I’m the one that cries Take a look around you, man Nothing tends to end It’s a whirlwind of its temporary but so is everything else
7.
8.
Easy 04:15
Why don’t we take a walk? You can choose the streets that we turn on Why don’t we take a swim? Your top looks better off (It does) The stars are out tonight They twinkle in the windows as we walk by Are you feeling alright? Well, I’m feeling just fine Come here and get warm I know that everything’s so very hard But you make loving easy Yeah, loving you is easy I’ll meet you in the middle Or actually I’ll just come to you No, I don’t mind the travel You’re a wonderful excuse (It's good to see you)
9.
If home is where the heart is then I guess I’ll live wherever my chest rests Different roads to different homes, but none of them I call my own I wonder what it’s like to know where you belong I wonder what it’s like to know you aren’t wrong This river’s flowing softly past my feet and I don’t know where it ends I might just jump in and find my self in a place I’ve never been But, oh, I suppose a freight train's dry and works just the same But oh, I don’t know if I’ll ever see you again And oh, I don’t know, what the cards hold But oh, I suppose, I can’t just sit here, getting old It’s time for me to go
10.
Our Turn 04:16
The notion of devotion breeds a simple plan to die At the hands of all our errors, no one has to feign surprise For the time will come again when we try to make amends And by then, we’ll have blackened out the sky Oh the haves attempt escape, but without us, they won’t get far How can you grow your own food if you can’t drive your own five cars? For the propaganda isn’t on the tele anymore And the revolution’s come to your front door Oh, the people they will sing songs of woe and ecstasy As the pillars topple down, and make way for you and me Oh, the flags will all be burned, and we’ll finally get our turn To fuck it up, yeah we’ll die on our own terms All the hobos riding freight through what used to be called states They’ll spread stories of collectives where there’s not an empty plate Where no binary prevails, no more classes, no more jails And there’s hospitals, all free of charge or wait The borders won’t exist, for no nations will persist And there won’t be any money for elections to be fixed No economy in sight, fuck a buck, let’s do this right Yes, To everyone according to their need! Oh, the people they will sing songs of woe and ecstasy As the pillars topple down, and make way for you and me Oh, the flags will all be burned, and we’ll finally get our turn To fuck it up, yeah we’ll die on our own terms Now I know this song lacks nuance and perspectives not my own And a land that wasn’t claimed long before me to make home It’s a nice thought of a future that I probably won’t see But that doesn’t mean I won’t fight to be free! Oh take a look around you, fuck, we’re probably gonna die Unless we take the world by storm and shoot some leaders in the eye Now I know you don’t want blood but it’s already in the street It’s been painted by the bullets from their armies and police It’s been signed by politicians bought by capital and greed It’s been spilled by theocratic presidential nominees It’s what’s pumping through the hearts of every person on this earth And if we do nothing, then she’s gonna fucking burn Oh, the people they will sing songs of woe and ecstasy As the pillars topple down, and make way for you and me Oh, the flags will all be burned, and we’ll finally get our turn To fuck it up, yeah we’ll die on our own terms!

about

I began writing this album in September of 2018, and started recording it in August of 2019.

In April of 2019 I met a wonderful person by the name of Skully Stilgorick at a house show in Laramie that I had hitch hiked to to see Robber's Roost play. I ended up opening up the show, and Skully asked if they could play some violin along with me. I said fuck it, and three songs in our musical chemistry was like nothing I ever felt before. I eagerly asked if they wanted to just straight up join Flower Crown Me A Queen, and Skully said yes! Fast forward to August, and once I got settled in town we started practicing regularly, and recording violin over the guitar and washboard tracks I had laid down in Denver before I moved. This blossomed into us beginning to write new songs together, the really true first time that I felt comfortable collaborating on the actual writing as far as Flower Crown Me A Queen was concerned. I am so thankful to have met Skully, and I hope you enjoy the layers of emotion they impart on this music that I wrote, probably the final FCMAQ album with lyrics written only by myself.

This album features so many wonderful artists that I've had the pleasure of playing with over the years, from the resonating horns of John Underwood (Dirty Kid Discount, John Underwood & His Horny Friends), the wildly playful vocals of Michelle Bailey (Pretty. Loud.), the urgent strum of Derrick McGuire's mandolin (Fables of the Fall), or the comforting harmonica of Laramie's own Bill Elliot (Cloud Mad At You). I may have written the base chord progressions, but these musicians turn this album into something so much more than FMCAQ has ever been: a true collective of sounds, expressions, and honest art. I am so thankful for the opportunity to work with these incredible artists, and you should immediately check out their own musical projects as soon as you get the chance!

I'd like to extend a whole buttload of thanks to Devlin and Tyler, who were so kind as to let me stay in their attic and let me write in the wee hours of the night for the better part of a year. All my gratitude to Lucyfer and the rest of the cuties at the Heartbreak Hotel, Michelle and Brighten, for allowing me to sleep on your living room floor for much longer than I expected to be there, and for allowing me the space and the tools to get this album off the ground. You honestly saved my life. Special thanks to Mark Swan for the phrase "Pity Fuck Your Guilt" it's so fucking good.

The biggest thanks in the world to Punk Rock Mother Fuckin' Mama Lou Lou, who welcomed me into her home, and makes me feel like I'm actually part of a family again. Thank you for driving me to work so I can afford all this recording gear, and thank you for throwing some of the best shows in Wyoming, period. Laramie has you to thank for a lot of wonderful things, and I could spend an eternity listing everything I'm grateful for when it comes to you. You are so important to me, and I'm proud to be your daughter <3

Thank you Tom, for giving me pointers and tips during the early staged of these songs, and for always lending me an ear, and also all those amazing nights! Thank you Kyle and Ryann, who joined me on a little tour in November of 2018, and have so many FCMAQ posters on your walls. Thank you for doing the album art, Kyle. I can't wait to see you both as soon as I can! Thank you Izra, for being so supportive of my art and listening to my silly ideas and awful one liners. I'm going to straight up buy you your own bookstore once a label picks us up and we're selling out stadiums. In the meantime, I've got a movie we should watch! Thank you, Ivy. For teaching me so much about myself, and other people. And thank you, Myra. I'm so so glad we found each other again. Thank you for being stoked on my music, and for diving into this wonderful beautiful folk punk scene. It's so nice to have you here, and it's just so nice to have you. I love you all so so so much.

Thank you, Skully, for wanting to play music with me that one night, and for continuing to want to play music with me. I cannot wait for where we'll be headed next <3

And thank you, the person reading this! For listening to our music, or coming to our shows, for sporting our merch, and doing gay shit, and all those crimes, and petting so many doggos. I hope you enjoy this album. I'm really really proud of it.

Okay that's it <3

~ Dahlia

credits

released March 20, 2020

Flower Crown Me A Queen on this album is:

Dahlia McAluney - Vocals, Guitars, Bass, Washboard, Drum Programming
Skully Stilgorick - Violins, Vocals on Tracks 1, 4, and 10
Michelle Bailey - Vocals on Track 10
Derrick McGuire - Mandolin on Tracks 9 and 10
John Underwood - Pocket Trumpet on Tracks 1 and 7
Bill Elliot - Harmonica on Tracks 3 and 8

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Guitars, Washboard, and Dahlia and Michelle's vocals recorded by Dahlia at Heartbreak Hotel in Denver, CO
Mandolin Recorded by Derrick McGuire
Literally everything else recorded by Dahlia McAluney at Dumb Slut Studios in Laramie, WY
Mixed and Mastered by Dahlia McAluney

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Album art by Kyle Aidyn Rose

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Hi we're a couple of queerdos that write songs that are punk and folk and everywhere in between. Fuzzed out violins, fast paced guitars, singing our hearts out. Learning to wield hope like a baseball bat <3

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